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mistytpednaem) wrote2010-11-04 06:02 pm
mistytpednaem) wrote2010-11-04 06:02 pm
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Ten Days Meme - One
WARNING: ... wait, I don't need to warn you. If you're even going to read this, you're probably ready to witness me being a baby.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1) You keep saying you don't mind giving me things for nothing in return, but you know me. I'm never going to agree. Then again, I'm probably never going to give you anything back either, so why the hell am I even complaining? How long has it even been since I said I'd draw your characters for you? Ack, I know you don't even like it when I'm like this. Sorry.
2) Sometimes I wonder if I'm not doing you more harm than good. I know you love my company, but I know it also... hurts you in a way. But I'll keep doing my best, and don't worry: I really won't leave your side just because you like some things that I don't, alright?
3) I still feel terribly silly for being so afraid of talking to you sometimes. It's not that you're intimidating - it's just that you intimidate me. And while I'm almost always afraid that people secretly don't give a damn about me, that fear comes up especially when I'm talking to you. But again, it's not you. You're just being yourself, and I'm just being irrational.
4) It took me a while to figure out how to spell your name, but hey, I've got it now. Also, I wish I had more to say to you. You're a good person, I'm just not a good conversation... er. Also also, sorry I keep bothering you with barely-concealed fic requests. Also also also, why the heck do you want me to write that? A-Are you just indulging me?
5) I am insanely glad that you seem to like me so much. You're a wonderful writer and, more importantly, a wonderful person. I'm very happy I could meet you and actually keep talking to you. I wish we could talk more; I want to be your friend.
6) And you. I'm insanely glad you seem to think I'm funny and acceptable to be around. I love your sense of humour, I love that you defy the stereotype of the typical fandom-person... I only wish I could draw more of your ideas.
7) I cling to you too much, in RP and outside of it. I know that, and I'm sorry. I know you're a busy person, too, and I'm sorry if you'd really prefer me to leave you alone sometimes. Maybe if I were more like the characters I play, I'd be able to cope with it better, but dude this line of thinking is delusional and creepy.
8) I love you (in a platonic manner) and I wish I could talk to you some day, but you're kind of a famous person and this makes me feel like a creepy fangirl. Look at it on the bright side, at least you're not an ~Internet Celebrity~! But honestly, you seem like an awesome guy. I hope I'm not wrong about you.
9) I had a crush on you at one point. That's probably why I was so upset and hurt when it happened. Also, I'm sorry for all the retarded shit I say.
10) You're really pretty.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot.
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1) You keep saying you don't mind giving me things for nothing in return, but you know me. I'm never going to agree. Then again, I'm probably never going to give you anything back either, so why the hell am I even complaining? How long has it even been since I said I'd draw your characters for you? Ack, I know you don't even like it when I'm like this. Sorry.
2) Sometimes I wonder if I'm not doing you more harm than good. I know you love my company, but I know it also... hurts you in a way. But I'll keep doing my best, and don't worry: I really won't leave your side just because you like some things that I don't, alright?
3) I still feel terribly silly for being so afraid of talking to you sometimes. It's not that you're intimidating - it's just that you intimidate me. And while I'm almost always afraid that people secretly don't give a damn about me, that fear comes up especially when I'm talking to you. But again, it's not you. You're just being yourself, and I'm just being irrational.
4) It took me a while to figure out how to spell your name, but hey, I've got it now. Also, I wish I had more to say to you. You're a good person, I'm just not a good conversation... er. Also also, sorry I keep bothering you with barely-concealed fic requests. Also also also, why the heck do you want me to write that? A-Are you just indulging me?
5) I am insanely glad that you seem to like me so much. You're a wonderful writer and, more importantly, a wonderful person. I'm very happy I could meet you and actually keep talking to you. I wish we could talk more; I want to be your friend.
6) And you. I'm insanely glad you seem to think I'm funny and acceptable to be around. I love your sense of humour, I love that you defy the stereotype of the typical fandom-person... I only wish I could draw more of your ideas.
7) I cling to you too much, in RP and outside of it. I know that, and I'm sorry. I know you're a busy person, too, and I'm sorry if you'd really prefer me to leave you alone sometimes. Maybe if I were more like the characters I play, I'd be able to cope with it better, but dude this line of thinking is delusional and creepy.
8) I love you (in a platonic manner) and I wish I could talk to you some day, but you're kind of a famous person and this makes me feel like a creepy fangirl. Look at it on the bright side, at least you're not an ~Internet Celebrity~! But honestly, you seem like an awesome guy. I hope I'm not wrong about you.
9) I had a crush on you at one point. That's probably why I was so upset and hurt when it happened. Also, I'm sorry for all the retarded shit I say.
10) You're really pretty.