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mistytpednaem) wrote2010-11-22 02:50 pm
mistytpednaem) wrote2010-11-22 02:50 pm
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Random ventings and things.
Well, hello there! I'm feeling strangely anxious right now, so I thought maybe I could vomit my thoughts here and see if that helps. Let's see...
Oh, hey, how about I talk about the things I plan to write right now?
The terrible truth about a dastardly snuggling ring - because the mere thought of it makes me giggle.
Buddy Cops, Meekins and Gumshoe - because, even if the only semblance of an idea I have right now is "You're a loose cannon, Dick," this prompt MUST BE FILLED.
A Guy You Can Trust - ASDGDGHF I STILL WANT TO FINISH THIS YOU KNOW ;;;
The gruesome murder of Charley - because I can totally make it work. Maybe. I think.
Luke + Shelly - because the idea still amuses me and I need to write Luke more and maybe I should do a playthrough of 3-2 like I did with 1-5 and 2-4 by the way HAVE I TOLD YOU I LOVE RON/DESSIE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART?
A thing that made my inner Shelly SCREAM - This prompt is fundamentally fucked up, let's face it. But I see potential for an interesting story here and that's what I'm going for.
...S-So I've already started on that last one... and it's the first fic I'm having formally beta-ed, ever. By one of the most skilled writers I have the pleasure of knowing, I might add. It's a feeling I have to get used to; their corrections are undoubtedly a great help, they're delivered in a stunningly sweet manner and they make me WARM and happy and grateful inside, but at the same time, there's something in the back of my brain that's just going >B|, not at the corrections, but at MYSELF. Yep, it's me doing that judging-myself-too-hard thing again. Will I ever stop it? Probably not! Will I ever stop whining about it? Unlikely! Will I ever have a moment of lucidity wherein I realise everybody commits mistakes? Occasionally!
... I still don't feel any calmer, though, and I swear I'm trying to be rational with myself and adfdnjtttttttwhy so slapworthy, Naem?
S-SO WHAT ABOUT THAT GYAKUTEN KENJI 2, EH?
Also I can never be anonymous to my f-list.
ALSO also, it feels like I've been waking up nervous for most days in a row now. Weird.
Oh, hey, how about I talk about the things I plan to write right now?
The terrible truth about a dastardly snuggling ring - because the mere thought of it makes me giggle.
Buddy Cops, Meekins and Gumshoe - because, even if the only semblance of an idea I have right now is "You're a loose cannon, Dick," this prompt MUST BE FILLED.
A Guy You Can Trust - ASDGDGHF I STILL WANT TO FINISH THIS YOU KNOW ;;;
The gruesome murder of Charley - because I can totally make it work. Maybe. I think.
Luke + Shelly - because the idea still amuses me and I need to write Luke more and maybe I should do a playthrough of 3-2 like I did with 1-5 and 2-4 by the way HAVE I TOLD YOU I LOVE RON/DESSIE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART?
A thing that made my inner Shelly SCREAM - This prompt is fundamentally fucked up, let's face it. But I see potential for an interesting story here and that's what I'm going for.
...S-So I've already started on that last one... and it's the first fic I'm having formally beta-ed, ever. By one of the most skilled writers I have the pleasure of knowing, I might add. It's a feeling I have to get used to; their corrections are undoubtedly a great help, they're delivered in a stunningly sweet manner and they make me WARM and happy and grateful inside, but at the same time, there's something in the back of my brain that's just going >B|, not at the corrections, but at MYSELF. Yep, it's me doing that judging-myself-too-hard thing again. Will I ever stop it? Probably not! Will I ever stop whining about it? Unlikely! Will I ever have a moment of lucidity wherein I realise everybody commits mistakes? Occasionally!
... I still don't feel any calmer, though, and I swear I'm trying to be rational with myself and adfdnjttttttt
S-SO WHAT ABOUT THAT GYAKUTEN KENJI 2, EH?
Also I can never be anonymous to my f-list.
ALSO also, it feels like I've been waking up nervous for most days in a row now. Weird.